...that I keep thinking of dirty cement? O-o

My middle school had very dirty cement.

Anyway. About to start year 2 of my high school experince. I'm excited. But nervous. It's going to be a really tough year I'm sure. My bass keeps staring at me, saying "Maaaayyyyaaaa.... praaaaacticcceeeee...... You're.... RUSSTTYYYYYY..... " But I can't bring myself to do it.

And the school work will be hard, as well.. but if THEY could do it, I can too. Just like driving, I'm sure. There are so many idiots out there, am I right? If they can drive, I can drive.

I'm mentally preparing for some social changes, due to the events of these past summer months.. Like.. "Who should I meet up with on the first day of school like last year?" and "Who am I going to sit with at lunch NOW?". I suppose social changes aren't too bad though.

...so that concludes my first journal after a loooooooooooooong time... haha. Later gators.

D:

Rules
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.


And now, in no special order:

1. I'm left handed! 8D!

2. I roleplay Warriors.. and other things. I'm so nerdy! Ack!

3. When I get upset about something, I doodle it. *see my soon-to-be-submitted 'finals'*

4. I have the longest toes you'll ever see.

5. At the first sign of any emotion, my face turns a pomegranate-like color.

6. One of my nicknames is Moosey.

7. I dearly dearly wish my art was better!! *eatstablet*

8. I like... Monk. And Psych. And House. 8D

Am I a guy-like or girl-like person? We shall seee....


YOUR GUY SIDE:

[x] You like hoodies.
[x] You like jeans. [that's all I wear!]
[ ] Dogs are better than cats. [=]
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck. [-sob- I-I l-love -sob- sad-d movi-ies!]
[x] You own/ed a PS2
[x] Played with HotWheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. [I still am!]
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You like going to high school football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect football cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear. [BAGGY TROUSERS -sing-]
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are some of your favorite colors. [8D]
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. [I'm more reserved now, though]
[x] Sports are fun. [basket ball! 8D]
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. [nom nom]
[x] Sleep with your socks on at night. [mmm... toasty]

TOTAL: 14




YOUR GIRL SIDE:

[x] You wear lip gloss/stick. [not usually]
[ ] You love to shop. [...]
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice. [um... no.]
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. [psh, whatever. black is a fun color!]
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. [PSHH!!! WHAT KIND OF LOSER DOESN'T LIKE STARWARS?!?!?! FTR, IT RULES!!]
[ ] You were in gymnastics/dance.
[x] It takes you more than one hour to shower and get dressed. [what? I like to take my time!]
[x] You smile a lot more than you should. [it huuuuurts!]
[ ] You have more than 6 pairs of shoes. [only about 2 or 3]
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can. [it's fun on special occasions]
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume.
[x] You love the movies.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. [I played with beanie babies... lol we would hide behind the couches and throw them at each other]
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. [my brother]
[ ] Like being the star of everything.

TOTAL: 8

*(.-.) I-- I think I'm a guy... O.o

Just recently, I've found I've discovered so many things in myself that I didn't realized were there, or that I didn't notice. Listening to the Beatles is like.. it helps me dig down and find myself when I'm lost. I can't express how.. discouraging some of the things I've found are.. and how elated some of the others make me feel. But all in all, its.. I don't know. Don't sit there reading this. It's pointless.

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1. Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
Yes.. I don't even know if they've noticed yet

2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
Let me answer that question with another question: When was the last time I didn't feel unbearlably guilty?

3. How is life going for you right now?
Ya know what? Pretty dang good. Then why the hell am I so upset?!

4. When was the last time you held someone's hand?
...sunday?

5. Who can you tell everything to?
...the sad thing is, I usually spill my guts to people I've just met... a 'stranger', if you will. But I would spill to Bernadette... I trust her. But somethings I think I'll keep to myself.

7. Who was the last person you talked to on AIM?
I don't have AIM... But on messenger I talked to Hayden.

8. Last words you spoke?
Its good, I don't like the gorgonzola you put on it, but the steak itself is good.

9. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a C?
Uh.. does that really matter????? And no. I haven't.

13. How do you feel about gay marriage?
I don't have a problem with it. If that's who you are, then be yourself.

14. What is the next concert you're going to attend?
Uhhhh.... next week sometimes there's a concert I have to be in.

17. Can you play guitar hero?
I can, but I suck lol. But I play anyway. Its fun. I always whack my opponent with my guitar at the end.

18. Do you like someone?
Yes, yes I do.

20. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
I like hot weather with a cool breeze and cold bright nights next to the bonfire.

21. Is any part of your body sore?
Not really.. well, my foot.. it does that randomly...

22. Who was your last test from?
Algebra, I believe.

23. What is the last movie you watched in theaters?
Jumper.

24. What do you currently hear right now?
Yesterday by the Beatles

27. Who did you kiss this year at midnight?
Uh, since when is THAT a tradition? The only kissing traditions I remember are mistletoe and New Years Eve. So therefore, I kissed no one.

28. Who did you last share a bed with.
Um, lol, myself.

31. Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
NFL, BABY!

32. What do you think your best at doing?
Procrastinating and wearing my emotions like makeup on my face.

33. What do you think of the person who tagged you?
No one... wait, no... I was playing tag with the little kids a while back, and I think Garo got me...

34. What do you currently smell like?
Um.. Dr Pepper? lol

35. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
Whoa whoa whoa whoa. I don't think THAT far in the future, bud.

36. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
Football. Fun to watch, fun to play... aslong as everyone sucks as much as I do.

37. Missing someone right now?
Yes.. i am..

38. What's the strangest fact about you?
I am.. um.. addicted to the beatles.. and I named my laptop Maya2.. and.. jeez, there's so much!! lol

41. Do you feel like dancing?
I ALWAYS feel like dancing!!! ..'Cept when I don't..

43. How much money do you have on you?
..um.. a hall pass and some dryer lint.

44. Do you sleep naked?
Heh heh heh.. like I'd tell YOU.

45. Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
Not that I know of.

46. Do you burn easily in the sun?
Lol only at the beach.

48. What made you happy today?
Reliving the funniest moment of my life.. but then i ruined it.. forever.. so now I'm sad again.. lol

50. Who were the last people you ate lunch with?
Well, no one, really. I was by myself.

52. What's the most important thing you've discovered about yourself lately?
I'm a co-dependent loser who can't think for herself.

53. Where did your last hug take place?
.. the band room.. no, the black top.. no, the band room.. yea, that's it. The band room.

54. Did you cry today?
Nope!


Two things:
1) I'm sorry I'm so negative. My day is on it's downhill slide.
2) Uhh.. I forgot..

Yesterday, I went to this Beatles concert.

Well, it wasnt the ACTAULLY Beatles, it was a tribute band. But it was still cool!!

ANYWAYS, it was soooo fun! For the first half, I sat behind my mom and her friend, and it was kinda lonely back there. I saw some of my 'older' friends sitting over on the other side of the auditorium, but i was too chicken to go over there while it was dark. So, I waited til intermission.

During the intermission, I returned a few frantic phone calls and caught up with my ' people ' and sat with them.

When the show started again, I noticed that 'John' had lost his accent. I was kinda bummed, but I SOOOOOO loved the singing, and the songing, and wow I'm easy to please! lol

Soon, we were all dancing in the aisles, and it was quite an event! My kid brother was throwing himself everywhere, and his friends were doing the same. He's sitting here watching, and he says hi.

ANYWAY. That's pretty much it!!! I love the Beatles, and I love the Beatles! Just thought I'd let you all know.

**Note:** This was actaully more fun than I let on. '